There is entirely too much on my plate. More than I can manage, every day. The thing is, I don't function on a high level, or have a high level of output- however you want to look at it.
I feel overwhelmed, and my dream vacation has now become some sort of "silence retreat" where one is required to get quiet, go within, and slow down. Yes, even though I can't get a lot done in a day, I crave a break from it all. Mommy needs a time out. I always have, for my equilibrium. And I don't get it now, with two young children. sometimes I stay up rediculous-ly late just to have quiet moments to myself. But then I'm too tired to process anything - so it's just lost sleep. But I do it anyway.
I shouldn't be sitting here now, so I won't any longer.
